i keep trying to send messages, but they don’t seem to be going through.

i set up a new account. i can’t say on here what it is, but i will gmail. i love you.

i can try to set up a new account. i’m very worried, though. i love you.

Trying to sleep. It seems to help. I feel helpless to stop this all from happening.

Hey. I left you another gmail maybe an hour ago. Can’t tell exactly when. I guess you said you weren’t going to read any more, but it would be weird to talk about here, in front of strangers.

I wish there were a way out of this, but it seems to be a permanent thing. I have to hang on, but I don’t know how long I can, and it doesn’t seem to be going away.

I’m really trying to hang on. I will do my best.

Oh, My Love

I want you to know that you mean everything to me. You changed my whole life. I love you.