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Sweetie pie!
I love you.
So much.
I’m sorry about the how the night went for you.
I wish we lived closer to each other.
like- on top of each other, would be good.
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; )
I don’t need you to be everything I need.
I just need you to love me, and yourself,
and the rest will follow from that.
I love you.
Your DJP
I’m having some trouble loading the page, to see if you’ve posted.
I’m thinking of you.
I love you.
i keep trying to send messages, but they don’t seem to be going through.
got it.
: )
i set up a new account. i can’t say on here what it is, but i will gmail. i love you.
i can try to set up a new account. i’m very worried, though. i love you.
Ijust got home. I’ll try to open the gmail- but I don’t know if it will let me send a reply.
It takes about tenminutes for the words I type to show up on screen, if it does at all.
Then the whole computer freezes. But I will try. Too bad you can’t write on fb anymore.
Trying to sleep. It seems to help. I feel helpless to stop this all from happening.
Hey. I left you another gmail maybe an hour ago. Can’t tell exactly when. I guess you said you weren’t going to read any more, but it would be weird to talk about here, in front of strangers.
I wish there were a way out of this, but it seems to be a permanent thing. I have to hang on, but I don’t know how long I can, and it doesn’t seem to be going away.
I’m really trying to hang on. I will do my best.
